A Muggy Spring

After a grey winter, sunshine finally came and temperatures soared over the weekend, equalling those in exotic places abroad. Since then, the greyness has returned, along with rain and an overcast sky, creating a muggy atmosphere. No one knows what to wear.

As for me, I’ve been polishing another manuscript, a psychological thriller, and trying to focus only on what the central characters wishes to tell the reader. The whole writing process (that includes the writing itself, revisions, feedback from an editor or agent) seems to take for ever, and at times, I question whether it’s worth it. Obviously, it must be, otherwise I would have quitted several years ago.

Apart from that, little else has happened.  I continue my languages studies and have sold more CDs of my piano playing.  Everything feels a bit grey and muggy at the moment, like the weather.



Yes, definitely feeling the pressure. A couple of weeks have gone by since I last posted an article here, and I’ve found little time to keep up the blog. At present, I’m focusing on my music career, learning several languages, and reworking a novel, a psychological thriller – i.e. trying to balance a tightly controlled narrative (action) with events occurring solely in the character’s mind (paranoia angle). Pretty difficult.

Hope to be back soon.

I haven’t posted for a while.  The Internet connection played up.  Plus, there were other reasons, some personal.  Also, I have a busy schedule learning four languages, writing/editing a novel, and polishing up advanced piano repertoire.

And my work of course.

Perhaps the chief reason for the reduced blog articles is, I’ve kept this site running for seven years ago and have reached the point where I don’t know what else to say.  No doubt, I will continue blogging and think of new views to express.

Happy Blogging!


Title self-explanatory, hopefully.

It’s that time of year again, another milestone on the road of the ex-smoker. After smoking and chain-smoking for more than two decades, I gave up three and a half years ago and have not smoked since, apart from in my dreams occasionally.

Like many ex-smokers, I took up smoking in my early teens, despite having found the odd puff of cigarette disgusting before then.  Within eighteen months, I’d become addicted. The addiction spiralled out of control over the next couple of decades.  In fact, I smoked during several bouts of flu and pneumonia. Often, the cigarette would cause me to cough so harshly, I’d nearly pass out.  When this happened, I would throw myself into a horizontal position to prevent myself from losing consciousness.

Just over three and a half years ago, one of the practice team at my local surgery phoned to challenge me to quit smoking.  At first, I became defensive.

Then, a simple test to ascertain my true lung age revealed that I had the lungs of a man thirty years older than my actual age; this has since dropped, fortunately. I think the true lung age test finally did it for me.  About a fortnight later, I smoked my last cigarette.

Professionals and ex-smokers can have conflicting opinions on whether people should quiet cold turkey or with an aid like Nicorette. I definitely belong in the second group.  I think too many smokers relapse, especially when they get overly stressed or attend social events – so in my opinion, carrying a small amount of Nicorette around can’t possibly do any harm.

What other things have I learnt during my time as an ex-smoker?

a) The majority of ex-smokers can’t smoker just one cigarette, then give up again (a common temptation). The one cigarette will often lead the person back to regular, heavy smoking.

b) As giving up smoking means never smoking another cigarette, the ex-smoker must have a strong reason for quitting.  In my case, the true lung age test revealed how much damage smoking had caused me, enough to propel me to make the decision to stop.

Just a few more of my thoughts.










Lawrence Estrey

Received a batch of CDs today, all featuring myself as piano soloist.



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